Four poems of Ahmed Elbeshlawy

 

Dr. Ahmed Elbeshlawy is a scholar of comparative literature, author, and poet. His books include Khamriyyat Hong Kong (Wipf & Stock, 2025), Sahara (Wipf & Stock, 2023), Unappeasable Ghosts (Yorkshire Publishing, 2021), Savage Charm (Proverse Hong Kong, 2019), Twenty-Five Meditations on Writing and Subjectivity (London Academic Publishing, 2019), Woman in Lars von Trier’s Cinema (Palgrave, 2016), America in Literature and Film (Routledge, 2011). His other publications include various articles and book chapters in The Bloomsbury Handbook to Literature and Psychoanalysis (2023), The Palgrave Encyclopedia of Urban Literary Studies (2022), The Palgrave Handbook of Literature and the City (2016), Sexuality and Culture (2014), The Comparatist (2008), Scope (2008), and fe/male bodies (2005, 2006). Dr. Ahmed is currently working on a new poetry collection entitled “Wagner”.

 

Alexandria

 

Forster, Durrell, Cavafy –

But also where I saw the sea

For the first time in my life,

All Egyptian, Greek, Roman,

And Pharisee,

Deep down, in spite of the chains

Constraining its roaring waves.

Once the greatest city on earth,

Reduced to nothing

By the dark winds

That came to it from the East.

 

Struggling through crowded

Dirty streets,

I tell myself it is only

A matter of time in these

Unbearable intestines

Before I reach an exit

To the sea,

The city’s unchanging aspect –

Its beautiful old face

Renewing itself eternally.

 

At last, the childish ecstasy;

The sun in my eyes,

The sand on my feet and knees.

The ruling sea drowns my disdains.

Only Hellenistic love remains.

 

Marsa Matrouh

 

My far-sighted father

Could see

English letters written on liners

Far out at sea

From his recliner

In the hotel balcony.

 

Every morning, the tall

European lady swam

Across to the other side

Where the Nazi flag was

Still displayed inside

Rommel’s Cave beside

The General’s military coat.

 

Every morning, I waited,

Impatiently,

After breakfast and milk tea,

For beach time –

The crystal clear water,

The purity of the air,

And the cruelty of the sun

That inflamed my young skin.

 

Matrouh shaped my childish desires.

My desires, in return, shaped the town.

 

It was paradise.

 

 

Thebes

 

On my first visit as a teenager,

I was dumbfounded

By the sheer size of the columns

Standing as if weightless

On the desert sand.

The King’s clenched fist

Spoke of absolute authority

On the land;

The smiling face dead sure

Of its destiny.

 

On my second visit as an old man,

I could not but think

Of the disconnection

Between the past and the present.

The guide’s broken language

Spoke of poor education.

Women covered in black

From head to toe

Seemed unimpressed by

The surroundings,

Yet glanced furtively at one

God’s embarrassing erection

Depicted on a temple’s wall.

 

The city is proud to display

Another gigantic picture;

That of ‘His Eminence the Grand

Sheikh of Al-Azhar”.

Great Thebes is long gone

And replaced by

Diminutive Luxor.

 

Cairo

 

A feast of senses

Broken language

Cut sentences

Lights

And pitch black nights

Alleys and illusions

Shadows and delusions

Fair yet cruel

Packed yet beautiful

Shunned and missed

At once

The smells and

The sounds

The citrus blossoms

The dusty surfaces

Somehow

The buildings

The desert

And the river

Have the same color

Born of each other

Cafes of political

Discourse

That changed

The course

Of poverty or poetry

Songs

Of unconditional

Loyalty

No matter what

A dead-end street

Decreed

From above

An abyss of

 

Unrequited love

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